Thursday, April 22, 2010

Voice of an Abused Child...

The Clothes Line Project.

Today I had the opportunity to go to the Clothes Line Project on our Campus.

We were able to write messages on either white, pink, or purple T-Shirts that had to do with domestic abuse, child abuse, and violence.

I wanted to choose a pink T-Shirt, except there were none left. So i choose a purple T-Shirt, even though in the picture it looks purple. lol

We were then instructed to write anything that we wanted on the T-Shirt, there were examples of messages and statistics we could use.

I choose to write "For the Children whose VOICES aren't HEARD".

As you can see there is a hand on the T-Shirt, my hand. This may not have meaning to you but it has meaning to me.

I was once that voice of a child that was not heard or did not know how to speak about the abuse.

I think about all those children who have been abuse and/or are being abuse at this moment. . . the vulnerability, innocence, and strength of this child.

I came out of that event wanting to cry and yell to the world.
Why do we let these things happen?
Why was I hurt?
Why does he get no punishment for what he did?
Are his daughters safe from him?

Oh Dear Lord,
Protect these children who are being hurt and have been hurt.
Give them the strength to speak up.
Heal them from their pain.
Love them till no end.
Amen.

Friday, April 9, 2010

What is Beauty???

Querida Mami,

No te quiero lastimar pero esto es lo que siento....

Yo se que me quieres ayudar y que te sientes responsable.

Pero este es mi cuerpo!

Te agradesco tu preocupasion.

Yo se que mi peso es algo que te preocupa pero es una preocupasion que es mia.

Te dire algo,

Con todo lo que me has dicho y las miradas que me das siento que estas avergonsada de mi. Y saves me duele pero lo acepto.

Cuando ustedes me dicen cosas solo me hacen ir contra lo que me dicen.

Toda mi vida eh escuchado que me dicen "estas bonita PERO pudieras estar mas bonita si perdieras un poco de peso"

Lo que me tu me estas diciendo es para ser bonita tengo que estar delgada?

Tu me dijiste:
"Que no podria obtener un trabajo por mi peso" pues entonces me saldre de la escuela para que me ponga delgada y haci tendre un trabajo porque todo mi esfuerzo no vale nada.

No se si te acuerdas que te dije esto una vez....
La unica forma que una person cambia es cuando sale de la persona.
Cuando otras empujan a la persona a cambiar, esa persona no quiere cambiar.

Haci que yo te digo....
Deja me en paz. Para poder juzgarme, tienes que juzgarte a ti misma primero.  Si necesito tu ayuda te dire.

Gracias por  escucharme y por apollo.


Oh y YO estoy MUY Contenta siendo quien soy. Perdiendo peso no tiene nada que ver en felizidad.