MI FAMILIA....I miss them soooo much!!
This is really weird to me, last summer I was happy to leave home. This summer it was a struggle for me to leave. I was enjoying my time at home.
For some reason today, I cried my eyes out.
I was trying to take a nap and I was half asleep half awake when I started to day dream about...when my family goes to california...what if they get in an accident and they DIE???
At first I couldnt believe that but then I started to think more and more ane more about it and....I lead myself on and I started crying so much.
My mom...has been a blessing in it self! I love her soo much! I worked with her this whole summer, at first I got annoyed but then I started to have fun and enjoyed her company. It gave us a chance to catch up since I was gone for at least a year.
My Dad...he is what hold me together. He has made me who I am. Even though we may argue and disagree but I luv him very much. He is the base of my tree. With out him I would be nothing. He gave me my stregnth, faith, and wisdom!!
My Brother...he is my side kick!! We grew up together..until my sister came along. lol. I know he may seem quite at times but he is the loudest, craziest, and funniest person I know. I hope he knows I want the best for him and love him no matter what!!
My Sister...she is a baby bratt!! I luv her though! We may not get along most of the time but I love her. She makes me laugh, she wants to be soo grown up and act like a young women and hang out with my friends. I get mad at her because of that but deep down I smile and laugh because all she wants is to be like me. She is my small inspiration to do great things in life! I want her to know her big sister is a fighter and that she can do anything she sets her mind to!!
My family is my life! The older Im getting the more my family means to me.
It would hurt to much to lose my family! I dont know if I could live with out them. I know its not real but, for some reason Ive dreamed about "death" twice now. I dont know if it means anything but in the end ....
I LOVE AND ADORE MY FAMILY!!!!
God, bless my parents and silbings. May you guide them on a safe path!
Luv,
Sandra...
